“I kind short circuited my own castle of protections and just did something really impulsive, which was in this case eating this random mushroom that I found.”

“Our history, our ancestry, constrains us to this very thin sector of the world, which means that it must be an active choice to learn about the rest.”

“The word mourning feels inappropriate for that literal time of mourning I was in for my father. All the associations with that word were not how I was feeling.”

“So many of our concepts and even our words about addiction—like “disease,” or “permanent,” or the idea of a clear us/them dichotomy, or division between healthy and normal—it’s so freighted. There’s so much to be gained just from the process of undoing.”

“There was this free floating belief that the whiter you were, the colder you were, the scarcer things were, the more of them you had, the less of them everybody else had, and the less you talked about any of it.”

“It’s hard not to write whack-ass shit if you’re afraid of looking at the parts of yourself and the people around you that you don’t want to look at.”

“It’s really almost like an oblique decision, like a decision I make with my peripheral vision, with my left hand.”

“I kept thinking of it like, What would it look like for this character to step into her life?”

“While I was in Korea, I realized that this is what I need to write about, because this is where my soul is, essentially.”

“I think the dread is so common, tipping into universal. It’s not true of every writer, but it’s also hard. It’s hard work. It’s hard to be up for whatever is going to bubble up. We don’t know what it’s going to be.”

“This world can be a really rough place sometimes. But you know what, it’s also a great place. It’s also a place full of compassion and love and noodles and ducks, and there’s always donuts.”

“Part of the necessary process was not imagining what was on the other side, giving up a desire to know what was on the other side.”

“It’s a lot safer to do a celebrity profile than to write about a couple of oxen in Cuba.”

“There’s a part of me that will always dream of the revolution, that will always be a believer. I don’t know if that’s ever going to go away.”

“I’d be in a restaurant and someone would be looking at my copy I wear around my neck and they’d say, “What is it?” And I’d say, “Oh, it’s a copy of Nina Simone’s chewing gum.” And they would visibly well up in tears.”

“Things had gotten very loud around me. I heard everybody else’s voice, and I couldn’t hear my own.”

“My father had asked me to not tell anyone. Especially my mother.”

“Even though this is all true, you can still take a tone, you can still find an angle. It doesn’t have to be like, this is all coming straight from the center of my heart.”

“What I knew for sure — and this comes with age, with being the Black mother of a Black son— I knew that my experience was the truth! Because I was the only one having it!”

“Hopelessness can be the comedown on the other side of a moment of liberation where you thought everything was going to change, and you feel as if not enough did. “